Got It Bad

"When you feel it in your body
You've found somebody who
Can make you change your ways
Like hanging with your crew"

Yeah I got it bad
And it's sad that this is so
Because the one that I've got it bad for
Will never ever know

I've already discovered
That it can never be
There can never be me & him
Never be a him and me

Everyday I pass him in the hall
But he doesn't know I'm there
He doesn't even know I exist
And if he did, probably wouldn't care

I am so unlucky in the love game
I never ever get my way
But maybe, oh just maybe
I'll find true love one day

Why?

Why do you do this to me?
Why do you make me cry?
You know how I am feeling
Deep in my soul inside

You claim that you adore me
Yet play me day by day
And when my love comes shining through
You push my love away

You get jealous if I'm talking
To anyone but you
But when it's the other way around
You'll talk to me when you're through

I'm always on the back burner
You're affection's nothing but a lie
And when it is all said and done
I still just don't know why.

One More Chance

That's what my best friend says
When I tell her I'm giving up on you
She wants us to be together
Though I claim I don't want you

She says I'm in denial
And that I don't want to want you
But deep inside I can't hide it
She says I know it's true

So everytime something happens
And I want to give up on you
She says those 3 dreadful words
Tells me to take a chance on you

The thing about it is that I know
Chances are, there will be no me and you
Because you are too blind to see
The things I could do for you

I could make you feel so special
And I could be the person who
Keeps you happy and content
I'd do things she wouldn't do

But you're too thick to notice
What's right under your nose, so you
Will never reap the benefits
Of the love I have for you

Her

You claim that you want me
But I feel it down inside
That what you really want is
Her
The girl that had you
Even though it wasn't right
And that's the reason
I can't stand
Her
She holds your attention
Night and day
Day and night
And I am kind of jealous
Of her
And you know that
I listen
Everytime your eyes
Glisten
And you complain to me about
Her
It's not fair that I
Would treat you much better
But you always choose
Her
Over me
And I see that in your eyes
I could never come close
To whatever it is you see in
Her
So I'm giving up now
And I'm not gonna try
To be what you need, like
Her
Cuz it's no point in trying
Since it's always gonna be
Just you and
Her
In your life

Memoir of a Broken Heart

As I sit here I think about recent times
And about how things used to be
The way I felt when I thought of you
I wonder how you felt about me

I wonder how you must have felt
Having an admirer that adored you
But I guess my love wasn't quite enough
Cuz there was someone else right for you

I remember when i first found out
The sadness, the disappointment I felt
And then, whenever I saw you
Even though I knew, my heart would melt

And I'd sit and wonder just how I could
Make you feel I was right for you
But it seemed like there was nothing to say
There was nothing that I could do

So I gave up and I tried to hide
The way I was feeling, deep inside
But late at night when I was all alone
I lay my head on my pillow and cried

Now I see the error of my ways
Maybe I came on a bit too strong
But I was going crazy for you
My feelings lasted so very long

Maybe one day I can be happy
With someone who enjoys the love I prove
But now I see it might never be you
So with this, on I will move