Forgotten & Replaced...

I'm the forgotten lover
Lurking in the shadows
True feelings untold
Watching your new story unfold

You've jumped from my storybook
Into the pages of another
Pages turned, book closed
Pressing down the petals of a rose

The rose that grew from concrete
A love so fragile, so precious
Now forgotten and pushed to the side
As you look into another's eyes

And see in her
What you no longer see in me
She's the new "love of your life"
Taking my place as your future wife...

{{Unfinished}}

What Do You Want From Me?

When we met I was hesitant
Didn't know if I should try
Cuz all of my previous relationships showed
My tendency to pick the wrong guy
See, the ones I ended up wanting
Usually turned out to be whores
They can't have just one girl
They gotta have two or three or four
But as you and I talked more
I slowly stopped being scared
You seemed to be the perfect guy
Thought you might be the answer to my prayers
Until we started hanging out
Cuz now we're both here at school
And I don't know what you want from me
You have me all confused
You claim you like me the way I like you
But I'm not sure if it's really true
You're giving me mixed signals
So what am I supposed to do?
Do you want a relationship with me,
Or are you just trying to get some sex?
I can't tell which way you're going
And it really has me vexed
It really seems strange to me
That you won't kiss me on the mouth
But yet and still, you want to get in my pants,
What's that all about?
I want to give you all of me
But you only want to give me parts
You tell me that I'm playing games
But you're playing with my heart
It'd be much easier on both of us
If you made your true intentions known
Stop making it seem like you wanna be my man
When you only wanna bone!

And The Longing Begins Again

Desire...
Longing to see you
Wanting your touch
Missing you so much it hurts
Envisioning your face, your features, your sexy body...

Joy...
Feeling your lips against mine
Enjoying your hands against my body
Rubbing your back as we come together as one...

Passion...
Feeling your thrusts
With you plunging deep inside of me
Biting your shoulder as you reach my core
Touching, HITTING, my g-spot just right
Sweating, creating heat friction between us...

Climax...
Shuddering as I reach my pinaccle
Hearing your heavy breathing, "Ex-cla-ma-tion" as you reach yours
Heartbeats racing, slowing as we coast to a stop...

Rest...
Catching our breath as we lay side by side
Falling asleep on your shoulder, wrapped in your arms
Blissfully satisfied, enveloped in our love...

Departure...
Riding beside you as you drive
Stealing kisses at stoplights
Smiling the whole way home...

A kiss...
Walking inside my house
Waving goodbye to you, my love
Seeing you drive away...

...And the longing begins again...

Hide & Seek

We're sitting here with nothing to do
Nothing on TV, the movie is through
I sit on your lap and kiss your cheek
And whisper "let's play hide & seek"

{{Unfinished: Lost inspiration}}